Vanish Into Oblivion
January 29, 2010
10 seconds
Today I realized how seconds make a difference in a one’s life. Those 10 seconds that stopped me at the light. Between those 10 seconds the 1st car made a wrong judgment and got hit by a truck. Those 10 seconds the second car never thought he could make it but narrowly escaped when the truck and the 1 st car curled up like twins behind his car. Those 10 seconds where the 3rd car thought he was safe but experienced close to death. The only common thing between all of us was that we were colleagues at work. Hope all get better soon from injuries and after shock
January 28, 2010
A Letter to Destiny
Dear Destiny, I abstain myself from calling you Fate, as It makes me feel like a dead end with no hope. I fascinate your mode of tenure in my life, with such radical and casual turns before the essence of any event is savored. My burdened soul with infirmities at times seeks for some spirit stirring recollections that you created for me which could do towards a little lightening. Or even borrow the heap of joy from the future that’s waiting to help through my present grief. Even when I fade away in my own mundane life I feel the thin string holding me tight. Inveterately tough is the world I face that even a fight would sometimes make no impression and yet you made it a smooth sail. You made me meet my friends I love, foes I hope I never meet, and the love of my life, embarked each memory like an ornate detail of artistry which defies codes of art of all the worlds. I will hold my expression of gratitude until I leave my last breathe.
Sincerely
A. Jay
January 7, 2010
Resolution
Though I have 2 resolutions for this year in addendum, the blog is not about my resolutions. One question I asked myself, if resolution is the beginning for a change why always tagged to a new year’s day, why not Christmas or even July 4th?. That changed it all. I agree keeping up with a Resolution is a solid game, but certain aspects of it bring it down throughout this game. It’s about how this word is a jump starter when we lack the impetus to attain what we want or to control the overdone. The word that turns 30% into a new leaf every New Year, 30 % to fall back and end up never taking it again and 40 % adding it to their bucket list if left unfulfilled. I believe I fit just right into the 40 % with ten thousand on my count list. Except for this year, I trashed it all. I believe I will see to that my Focus is not pared and the purpose of it never dies even if day’s flies into years. Welcoming this year not making Resolution a fundamental deceit of time.
December 19, 2009
The Corporate War
It has always been a fist fight between managers and engineers. Prolonged denial of projects by management has become the tradition in corporate world. $$ decides whether prioritizing or dismissal of it. In spite of having folks who have inhabited years in my position put me in the hot spot to drag it to completion. All that was on my mind when I entered into the dimmed conference hall with the big heads seated, was not whether I can or cannot, but it was how and when. Optimistically I started off, with a good note and I found the response very approachable. Now it makes me wonder what made them approve. Is it a fresh face to the flock, a female or is it my individual approach. Well at this point just felt like I deserved a pat for myself .
October 26, 2009
Hate to say this but " Good bye to all and will miss all of you !!!"
With a Blink of my eye,I stand here empty and hollow,
Hearing the echoes of mirth,
With different faces from past three years
Merciless time truly is a master
Turns my present to past
Cascaded emotions spread the warmth
Of my tear of farewell on my skin.
Good bye Friends, Good bye Syracuse
May the future awaits and destiny bind us again
October 20, 2009
Plans for my 1 week notice @ Work
1. Blog 2. Tweet sec by sec
3. Browse through high heel confidential ( to catch up on Indi fashion)
4. Pick my bubble where my boss cant spot me ( that should be laks cube )
5. Long lunches and breaks
6. Clean up my office for the next lucky #%@%
And last but not the least hugs and muah muah
A Final goodbye to the East
And a Big Yello to the West!! :
October 13, 2009
One liners about my friends
I dint wana tag my friends to the common traits fwded around and hence I created my own belowAnu - Pervasive Tyro
Divi – Blithe and carefree spirit
B- A mellow faced virile
Laks – Salient Lioness
Prassana – Dormant Influencer
Kiran – Candid debater
Yuvi - Ardent admirer
Anoop – Convincing arbitrator
Santa – Poignant scholar
Archu – Unprejudiced adviser
