Will this year be 'The End of my Pursuit' ?!? '08

I think '08, for me, is the year to finish things; a year of completion. It's the year of learning to wrap up loose ends and move on. It's a year to leave behind the old and start fresh.
"The time for setting aside goals and dreams and projects is over," I proclaim with great confidence and a regal air. Yeah, OK, that's yet to be seen. But I do feel a new determination to accomplish some goals that I've set myself and it's not a feeling I ever remember having in the past. Have I finally figured out what I want to do with my life? I have lately realized that many are stubborn in pursuit of the path they have chosen, few in pursuit of the goal and where do I belong among these consortium ?..Time will tell.
I fear by just the writing of this post that I will douse the fire that is smoldering inside. I fear that writing this disperses its heat and makes it less powerful and unanswerable to my query whether this year would be the end of my pursuit.
It boggles my mind. But Time will tell.

Have a wonderful '08 evry1!!

Intricate Relations

As things begin to turn white along the upper counties of Newyork with a cold welcoming of dry air , I am begining to feel that my relation with few acquaintances are becoming mordant. Lately I got exposed to different personalities. Self empathizing, Dominant, meddlesome, braggarts, and all I wonder is how can I put up with this medley. I first tried scaling myself where i stand among the above categories and to my surprise i was Submissive....and why is that??because I wanted to shun discrepancies but on the contrary it lead to undermining my self esteem. Though i got myself back on track ,the question is still unanswered
Should i rapt myself with these repelling traits or not deal with anymore claptrap??

Random Bar Talks!

My perception of going to the bar alone is depressing.But the fallacy was detached from my subconscious mind when I had this random conversation with a guy @ the bar . couple of years back...and off the hook we indulged in talking about an interesting topic called 'People Watching'. Now, don’t get me wrong. I know this ‘people watching’ thing sounds like some kind of ominous stalking activity, but it isnt. While he was running through his experiences and observations .....at the back of my mind I did hear a voice vacillating with my opinions .( thinking that it would be a waste of time to try indulging in something so lame).But the very fact that i was surrounded by people in tht bar made me speculate that it can be made a hobby. As a result i found..Sad faces- Being Dumped. Happy faces-with their significant other, 90% inebriated- talking gibberish, rest 10%- designated drivers. As I walked out of the bar bidding adios to the stranger who faded away in the mist ,all that was on my mind was " couple of apple tini's to augment our thinking:P Anyways on the other hand the Inference i learnt when sober from this incident to conclude my blog is

"what's a tool to some and an insult to others is probably always fun to somebody".